When you want to make a jewelry, but you need a glass of help…

Hello world :)

I just wrapped up a small jewelry project with fire agates. Maybe they will fly into the shop as little pioneers.

I’ve been suffering getting this website up, figuring out buttons, pages, layouts, colors. I am unsure what the aesthetics of a science and fantasy, nature and art lover is, without looking like a hippy bard dissolving into the mists. I’m also scared to look like I’m selling things I do not connect with.

Things I don’t want are like, astrology and tarot, all that aesthetic. It makes me depressed, I do not connect with it. It is too unmoored. I like to know things. I am a jack of all trades, master of none, but often times better than a master of one. I am a sign post, with many arrows, that can confidently point to a tangible end. I am not a huge fan of mysticism.

But I do emotionally connect with topics. I give body to the thoughts and knowledge that have linked arms and created a cascade of feelings that ripped through my heart and out my hands. That is how I create. Sometimes it’ll be from fantasy, from science, nature. Everyone notices that all I care to create is animals and creatures. I like to escape into nature, books, and science. I get lost in the flow while externalizing my learnings. Or sometimes mournings. Or frustrations. Or passions. Or inspirations. Or doodles. That’s how my art is.

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So I’ve been working on this website and wondering what all those feelings should even look like. I tend to like the way everything looks like on a black background. But white is to stark to read, but the off purple is nice. Now I look like a goth kid over here… but that is where I’ve landed for the time being. If I don’t take this tame route I’ll end up with a technicolor sunset for a website. Even my logo is a little goth. I am the least goth ever.

Should I maybe do green? I garden and love nature after all…